In dark reverie that which I claim as mine,
I lay drenched in anxiety abode dark confines,
A voice of light saccade me conscious,
Behold your gentle gaze beheld my timid stare,
A mystery what happened next.
My eyes became the reflector of your innocence.
I wish I knew;
what beheld my gaze.
The light in your eyes,
Bright it was and mine grew darker.
For days and for night,
Reality was obscured from my sight
Your heart tremored and it quaked.
Wave upon wave, I felt it.
But then it was difficult to fathom.
Listening to your heart beat
I fed on your secrets,
As we set out every night with anxiety,
Clinging to the hope we’ll probably want to live with.
Steadily it went on in the light of the shadows of others.
Not quite long the thought of you would linger
Like flakes of ice it perched on my hide
I tried to resist, cooler it becomes
A friend in need is a friend indeed,
And that I let myself think it is with us.
When it all turns around and the light goes down
I realised it isn’t the end.
Words came from your pale blue eyes
For your mouth have refused it’s freedom,
Everyone but me seemed to understand.
Of which I can’t take a side.
My heart did say the same,
Though my eyes would lie always
And my mouth embrioided with proud lips.
Soon you think of me otherwise,
When you insinuated a bridge in our little nest of secret.
I’m not like that; I didn’t bother to explain
You left and moved on swiftly and I never did.
Your heart have become weary and I saw you drift.
I would have treated you better;
More than he did.
I’m a fool
For not saying alot to you
Call me fool for not letting you know the truth.
I have seen through full moons, and wished through comets.
But I’m not satisfied because you’ve not come yet.
I’ll wait till you return;
Although the world will almost be gone.
But by then my search would have begun
I’ll search till I find you,
Even through a thousand splendid suns.